Daily Blog 23rd – 29th Nov

Monday

Well today was funny old day my emotions where up and down, started off normal.

• Then was asked to be a witness at a friends Civil Partnership in July 2010 and I was so pleased to be asked and over the moon,
• Then got home and my other friend had to have her dog put to sleep after 10 years so sad when that happens and worse because the dog was like her child has she don’t have kids.
• Then another friend and her husband came round for a brew and we had a right laugh.
• Then I got pissed off because some friends exspect you to do all the running and when you don’t you don’t hear from them until you.

So not been a normal day for me anyway tomorrow is a new day, oh and tomorrow I am at Hospital again my 2nd Home…

Night

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Tuesday

Well got up and a fairly good mood, Dean and I went to the Market and to see few friends before I went to hospital for my late afternoon appointment so the day was great and relaxed.

But that soon turned as got to the Royal Lancaster Infirmary for my apointment at 4pm and was told stright away that the clinic was behind 40mins so not to bad been used to waiting around anyway it was over an hour before I was seen, 2nd to last patient to go in.

Went in and the consultant did his thing and then said he wants me to have a Urinary Dynamics Test he was very good in explaining what it is, this is what it is here

Anyway on that I became very depressed and upset as this year 2009 has been all about hospitals and operations and more hospitals I need a break from all this I have been going through hospitals and operations since birth and thought as I got older it would get less but I am not so sure now.

This year alone I have been at the hospitals I say hospitals because I go to Lancaster and Manchester anyway I have been going every fortnight for an Out Patients appointment or an operation.

I am feeling so down and depressed with it how much can 1 take before it becomes to much to bare ????

I have took time out from my Facebook and MSN just not in the mood to talk to anyone.

Night

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Wednesday

Well still feeling down and depressed about all the hospital visits and things not getting any better but Dean keeping me sprits up and telling me it’s for a reason and it will be ok in the end, just hope he right.

Anyway today Me and Dean sorted lounge out and then put up the Christmas Tree we gone red and gold this year, last year was sliver, and then we just relaxed for the day ready tomorrow with me yet again in Manchester for Hospital…this week Sarah is coming with me has Dean needs to be home for a delivery.

Hope you had a nice day and chilled out day, so off to bed need to be up very early.

Night

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Thursday

Well up early for another hospital appointment in Manchester this week Sarah Emmerson came with me, no floods today so train was on time and seemed to be running ok.

Arrived Manchester around midday and went for dinner, didn’t buy anything this week 1 reason being I am skint, anyway arrived at the Hospital to Mr Ashleys clinic.

Today saw the 1st stage of my new teeth and how good they felt, picked the colour which is off white with a tint of pure white to give them a au natural look, and also the size they going to be a bit bigger than the ones I already have has these make me look like I’ve no teeth.

So we got home about 7pm this time and tea was ready and now chilling out with my babe Dean and little boy fido.

Night

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Friday

Well not much to say today, had a relaxing one has with all what I have dont these last weeks days have caught up with me and my feet and legs are painful, So Dean went to Lancaster on his own and so he should has he was going for my Christmas pressie from him.

But 1 thing is bugging me why do people sit on the fence and say one thing and do the opposite and why are some people two faced suppose it’s a question that will never be answered .

So having an early night

Night

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Saturday

Got up feeling ok feet still sore but needed to go shopping so did that and after Dean and Me went to the Cemetary to my mums grave to tidy it up and get it sorted for Christmas as we put cards n wreaths on it, then after went to our friends Shelia and Andy for a coffee and take Andy’s Birthday card round for Tuesday.

This evening been cuddling down and watching TV in the warm has too cold outside to do much else or go any where.

Night

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Sunday

Well today me and Dean just watching TV and DVDs from the comfort of our bed, well they say Sunday is a day of rest and relaxing so we do just that, besides the weather is horrid today not very nice it’s windy and raining heavy too and so cold.

Sunday lunch is in so that is us sorted for the day and evening.

blog tomorrow

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